Currently reading Loner by Nilla79. If you liked Wide Awake and How to Save a Life then this would be a good rec for you. http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5705727/1/Loner It is complete.

Brief description by author: All Human. Edward Cullen was a loner, an outcast. He clearly hated everybody, including himself. He was not a nice person. So, why was I so drawn to him? And why did I get the crazy feeling he felt the same way?

WARNING!!!!! This story will deal with both child abuse and rape. If that bothers you too much, I strongly recommend that you don't read.

***UPDATE***

Finished Loner. This was a well written ff by Nilla79. It was a very angsty read due to the topic as previously stated in the description. Both E/B Pov's were written so at times it seemed a little repetitive but overall it was a good read. No cheating involved and there is an Hea. The story reminded me at times of Wide Awake, How to Save a Life, as well as Offside.